I wanna learn japanese.! Anyone wanna take up

japanese with

me.??? :D ^

Back,met up with zanna-na just now.! Had a talk with her,let everything out.feeling better.

Pictures updated. nothing much to say,Mood Swing. Oh my,im thinking too much.! Craving for a smoke nw.! );

:D

i've finally woke up.! & found the real me.!

Friend.?

Well,im effing dissapointed in you.! Is this the way,you treat yr 4yrs friend.? i admit i've been kan cb to you sometimes. i can't belive you actually do wat just happen. Yr thr lying to me,making me fucking worried bout you. Seriously girl,do you still treat me as yr good friend.? i wonder are my tears worth it for you.? What did i do wrong.? Yes i knw i shouted cause im fucking worried about you. i've really nothing to say.? Maybe it is fate,tat you are doing this to me. i really treat you as a sister,i treat you better thn anyone. Im very happy&touched tat you rush over to my house just to pei me whn my house blackout today.! I knw i gave you attitude whn i argued with my grandma,im vry sorry about it. i apologise to you alrdy yet you do something. Maybe its time i really must wake up. i've decided to go back to school to study hard already,i dun wanna be shag over friendship things anymre frm nw on i'll be alone im fine with it.Cause i dun wanna be hurt by friends anymre.! Thanks for all those good things.! Thanks

i've let go of the past alrdy.! Im happy again.!

Emotional Breakdown.

From today onwards im gonna starve myself,i dun wanna go out anymore.! i've alrdy lost weixin now im going to lose you also.! Yes i totally breakdown le,i will be the same as the past le,cried for 5days le,did alot of stupid things already.! Just went to the doctors,he alrdy said i cannot get anymore stress or i will be in deep trouble.! Looks lyk we can't slove this thing le,

You said im the one who is pushing you away,but im not,looks lyk this is th end,

i've lose you as a best friend. i feel lyk dying my heart hurts alot. im crying as i type this.!

You dun even understand how i feel,can't we be the same as last time.?

Why must this happen.?Because im sensitive right.?

You want me to change,but how.? i really wanna die.! Your thr being happy with

megan,van & clyn.! While im sad.!

i dunno what you want.?

Btw,thanks for being my best friend for 3-4yrs thanks for all those happy memories.!

It ends here,i knw.! Since we alrdy can't talk this out.!

Thanks for everything.! (:

Friends,frm today onwards dun jio me out,i won't be going out anymore,

im not the same as last time.!

im gonna leave this world soon.!

Im sorry friends for being silly,but i cannot take it anymore.!

Friends,iloveyou.! Bye.! :'(

Okay,im lyk lying to myself.! Sorry but im not going out tmr. i dun have the mood to go out.

im not thinking too much.! But really i think this is our last qurral cause it affect me alot.!

Yes,i lied tat im ok.! But deep inside im not.! Seriously i dun wanna go out tmr with you all. Seriously it affected to me alot.! Those words.!

YOU ARE WRONG.!

is still in my head.!

Just leave me alone.! Im done & i've had enough.! It seems tat ppl are siding you nt me.!

Done.! i dunno why must i lie.! i hate it.! Should we break this friendship i dunno.!

Im sensitive alrights.!Yes i have a real bad attitude problem.!

Face it im liddat,& i will not change easily.! Enjoy your day tmr.!

i seriously dun have the mood to go.! Im super affected.!

Maybe friends are for nothing 1by1 just like her.! i think i will not trust anyone anymre.!

Thanks alot ok.! i knw your gonna complain & ppl will cme scold me.!

Clear our misunderstandings.! Heck no.! Why must i still be acting as if im ok when im not.!

You know why i dun wanna go out tmr,cause i dun wanna see you.!

You make me feel more worse.! Im super affected by you just now.!

it's a super big blow to me.!