Hmm,nothing much lately just been slacking much. Mum's coming back to spore today if im not wrong.Later heading over girlgirl's place to bake cookies.! (: Oh ya,i bought the same lunchbox as girlgirl,strawberry shape de worh,she tell me we must cook alot of things put in the lunchbox,laughs i say spoil le leh how.? She say nvm we buy another one laughs.! Planning to buy the same bag at hougang mall quite nice,suitable for going to beach.! Laughs.!

Yesterday afternoon went to find girlgirl,huang&clyn at clyn's house wore my new off shoulder top,Girlgirl was lyk so nice i wanna buy laughs,after went mall NTUC to see the ingredients for sushi but too ex,thn decided to do prata but we cannot fry so ended up decided to bake cookies laughs,Clyn & huang was lyk in ntuc so long nvr gewt anything only our milkmilk laughs.!

Kan cb la,they buy cause clynston do them milkmilk talk.! -.-

Afterwhich love came,went mall new kopitiam eat,love & i shared chocolate sundae,girlgirl feed me her mee goreng.! Clyn came with his hokkien mee,he ah bth ah.! Kip disiao me,

You kei pa lan lorh,i whack you song bo.? Laughs,i like keep whacking.! Clyn eat till 1/4

of hokkien mee pass to me eat laughs,cause i no $ to eat.! He also gimme his coke to drink :)

Arigato ah dunno you this type of person also nice de laughs.!

Went to playground,slack,the guys found one pack of cig,i dun dare take those cig smoke cause

7month,thn we played ice & water laughs.! i fall follow by girlgirl thn stop cause girlgirl

injured herself.! Clyn la,be catcher till so scary.! Laughs,afterwhich went home.! Online awhile thn slp le.!

Pictures Updated.!(:

This is the acessories i bought lately,see tat's our girlgirl strawberry lunchbox.!(:

Sick & Tired of school.!

Attended school on tues only for this week. Im sick and tired of school always makes me fustrated & tired,grandmama & i are getting worse rarely talk,whn we talk we will shout.All thanks to tat biatch picture shld just burn it.! Seriously i hope she gets her retribution soon.! Biatch.!XMM.! Two headed snake.! Okay relax.! Hmm this days been meeting girlgirl,huang & clyn.!Yesterday was on the bus reaching school alrdy daven called me,asking i can pon school or not. i was lyk fuck you i reaching school alrdy.! Thn i say ayeeee nvm i nw go back hougang thn on the way back to hougang he ask me go kangkar find him,reached plaza,yewchong was there. Went to get cig thn went yewchong's house,daven went to sleep while i see yewchong dota. Bored go disturb daven,he woke up thn we talk cock thn i went to use the com.Watched blood+ till 1 thn went home to change actually meeting girlgirl but fell asleep till 2.35am thn use com till nw.! i have officially finished Blood+ ( i teared at the last few episodes,vry touching & sad) Now still waiting for shugo chara ep98 to come out. Meantime i will start watching detective conan.! Oh my i've been watching too much anime till im addicted to japanese songs frm the anime.!

Pictures updated.!(:

Cathay for movie.

Today,nvr go school,laughs total 3days nvr go school le,woke up at 4plus near 5.

Called girlgirl,thn faster prepare thn go dwn mall to meetup.

Reached mall,clynston was alrdy waiting thn joined him,awhile later came

girlgirl thn went to smoke thn went to get sushi,ah huang came after we gt our sushi.

Train-ed to plaza sing thn walk over to the cathay to get tickets for 吓到笑.

Fucking hillarious.Sme parts were quite scary though.Poor clynston was sitting beside me

i Scream super loudly he keep staring at me.! -.- oh ya our seats were sperated

Girlgirl & ahhuang another side,clynston & me middle seats.

Show ended thn trained to kovan to grab a bite,thn went home.

Hias,grandmama's still angry with me. I dun want go school cause of some reasons.!

Should i bring grandmama out for a movie this sat.?Then talk it out with her nicely.?

Pictures updated. (:

Yesterday went ave 8 to meet girlgirl,actually wanna eat de but both nt hungry thn went to find david thn talked for 2hrs plus i think thn girlgirl & i went to mac for dinner. We talked & Plan to go out today. After which we went hme.!


Meeting girlgirl soon ohs,going down bugis for shopping afterwhich will head to cathay for movie.! (: Ayes.! i played truant for 2 days fuck.! Wanna go poly take mc but,grandmama nvr gimme money ohs.! Ayeee.! Die le.! Rtc again on friday.! -.- fuck.!

Birthday Blues.!

Back,ok my birthday is officially over.! ):

but nvms,i enjoyed it vry much.! (:

8 Aug 2009.
Went marina square,had seoul garden with yixin & Angela.!

Oh btw met till Tang mum & Clynston at mall & mrt at night.!

After which went out to smoke & chat with weisheng,sameul & crystal.!
Went to arcade & pool,played pool,crystal fucking pro sials,lose to her.! ): nvms,thn went off for games,Weisheng & co left. Came Cheong u & Nicholas.

Then went to catch Bearbear.! Sister caught for me my Fav MARIE.!
i was lyk jumping la even though my legs was hurting lyk fuck due to heels.!
Thanks Sister.! After which went home,sister suddenly emo,thn nicholas bring her home,so left yixin,angela & me thn went back hougang actually wanna go sing K but only three ppl thn went slack instead. 11plus all of us went up my house to prepare to cut cake.!

12MIDNIGHT.!MY BIRTHDAY.!

(Arranged in 1st to last)

Real life:Grandmama,Yixin,angela,marcus.!
Msg: David&Galvin Only.! -.-

Msn:ShaobinKor,NicoleSexaye&Dominic.!

Cut cake,took pictures,eat.! After which sent love home.!

Marcus came over,something happened,will not mention it.!
But,Marcus try to understand okays.!Girls are liddat.!

Marcus left,thn i talked & cheer yixin up.! Oh she stayed over my hse btw.!
Then we did some heart to heart talks,after tat she went to sleep,cause too sad.

Then i used com awhile thn went to sleep.!

9 Aug 2009.

Woke up at 1 due to yixin's typing on keyboard,she went home cause she gt real bad rashes.! ):

Then called daven,he's at mall with cherine waiting for me.! Omg.!

Called love to come my house asap,went to prepare.!
Angela reach my house thn make up went off to meet daven & cherine.

Went plaza sing,eat,shop thn went to istana park i think took lots of pics.!
Then went to meet Nelson,francis & co.

We did not go marina to see the fireworks cause of somethings.! Dulan sials.!

We only saw abit at plaza not so clear,cherine,angela & me fucking piss.!

i piss till almost cried.! But i dun want cause it's my bday.

Then went to talk to derick cause he's the cause of us nt being able to see the fireworks,

he talk till vry wat la,i shouted & angela was fucking piss at him.Ignore him,Daven actually wanna talk things out with him,i pulled him away cause i dun want anything to happen thn went to swensens.All of us not in the best of mood,almost fight but i talk nicely & sorted things out.! Orded our food,cherine left cause she needs to go home.! Cherine chill alrights,its nt daven's fault tat we did nt get to see the fireworks. Had pasta so did love,daven watching us eat laughs.! Swensens birthday firehouse came,it's free cause it's my birthday.! (:

Ate it with glee,oishi.! After tat went hougang slack thn went home.!
Oh i bought a fucking nice nail polish,thanks to cherine for pulling me into tat kawaii shop.!(:

Pictures time.! (: (some only,post the rest tmr.!)

Im Officially 16Teens.!^

Happy Birthday to me.! (:

Tired,post tmr.! (:

Lost.

I found out i gave up on my dream when i dropped to NT,the dream i had since a child. My Dream all gone.! Im a failure in life.! I can't even study propely,always hide things to myself.! Grandmama dun even knw how i feel in school.! Yet,she only knows how to scold me if i played truant.! I played truant cause im nt happy in the class,do you even know how lonely i am in class,im a total loner in school,while i have alot of friends in the outside world.! Don't have anyone to turn to in class whn im sad,can only call outside friends you know how i felt.? I always act happy in school even though i felt lonely.! i act as though i can be very independent but the truth can't.! I was only happy when my last years classmates have the same recess timing as me cause i know i would not be alone,& i can smile lyk as though im outside with my sisters.! i dun even know i have a chance to stand up again & re-archeive my dream again.! i feel very lost now you understand.Can you stand in my shoes,grandmama.!?

I wish i can stand up on my feet again & work towards my dream again.! :(

Attention.! 2 mre days to my Bday.! Woots.! Can't wait to blow the candles out & officially turn 16.!^ (:

Today went to school,first 4periods pe,we had archery again but i shoot till my hand.! Effing pain.! Stupid Bow.! Thn after first 2periods gt sent to detention room for truanting.! Kenna in house suspension for the whole day.! Slept till school end thn went home actually planning to meet sister but i was too tired so i'll be meeting her tmr.!(: Had a fight with grandmama cause i played truant on wed & i still lied to her i went school,she found out,yeaps i hope she will forgive me tmr,im really sorry grandmama.! i would nt lie again ok i promise you ok.! :( i Hate fighting with her before my birthday it sucks.! Please forgive me.! :( i want a happy unforgettable sweet 16 Birthday.! :(

对不起,不会再多一次了.! :(

End with pictures,Babes.! (:

Internet's being a bitch oh.! Dun let me watch my videos.!

pictures uploaded,i didn't go school today.!Gt caught.! Tmr go back to school thn.! ):

i hate school.! ): Birthday in 4 mre days Nya.!^ (:

Shower me with presents in 4days time okays.! (:

Sisters,Gans,Me{^}Die You all Nya.! (: ^^^

Horrid Bday

Mood:Ain't tat good.! Feeling Horrible
Song:Candles-Hey monday
Soon its gonna be my bday,in 6 mre days,! i ought to be happy right.? but nw i so afraid of it.! Cause its gonna be a disater.! i feel lyk calling off the celebration,but sister & love will cfm scold me.! But if the celebration continues will i be happy.? Sister & love,you both knw wat i meant right.? Both of you are quite not happy about it but i just tell you let it be.! Love,i really can't belive tat actually happen whn you told me,i knw you are tolerating him ehhs!Laughs,he did such a stupid funny thing.!

-Lastly,you said you never change,but im not the only one who notice.! Others also notice it alrdy.! My attitude towards you change cause you change too. (: Somethings are not meant to be said. You will get to knw it one day. (:

It's Over.! Finally.! eefing Happy Manzxzxzx.!^